A sad letter to my Daddy....

Daddy mine,

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you........ :( I know that you are free of pain and struggles. I know that you are happy and at peace and God knows how much you deserve peace. I still need you, though, Daddy. My kids still need you. Charlie needs you. Mama needs you. Sisters need you. We all need you. But, we have to adjust to the reality that you will never come back, that you are gone until we meet again. And, it's the hardest thing I have ever done, letting you go.

Thank you for being who you were. Thank you for your unconditional love and strength. Thank you for being Christ like to me in so many ways. Thank you for the hugs and the love. Thanks for holding me when I cried and carrying me when I was weak. I miss that, Daddy, and I really need a hug and an "I love you, baby" soooooo bad.

Love you big much, Daddy!!!!!!

Julie Irene

Slow Cooked BBQ pulled pork

* 3-4 lbs. Boston butt pork roast
*2 tsp. Cayenne pepper
*2 tsp. Lawrys seasoned salt
*1 tsp. Oregano
*1 tsp. Garlic powder
*2 Tbsp. Minced onions
* 1 can root beer
*1 small (7.5) oz. Dr. Pepper
* 1 bottle Sweet Baby Rays BBQ sauce
*hamburger buns
*butter

Put roast in slow cooker. Add seasonings & cola. Cook on low 8 hrs. Shred meat. Warm buttered buns on griddle. Warm sauce. Add sauce to meat. Place on buns. Or add sauce after placing meat on buns. :)

I hope you enjoy this yummy recipe!

~Jules~

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I'm back!

Hopefully, I can blog more often now! I really have missed it and I have soooo much to share with you! Hope to see you here again real soon! Love to all of you! Happy St. Patrick's Day! :) ~Jules~